Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

I dashed into Chase’s apartment. The guards let me in, but they had first of all check on Carl and Lucas and they wouldn’t let them go in with me. I wasn’t gonna let them either.

The both Mafia group seems to be enemies. Neither Carl and Lucas nor the guards of Chase seems okay with the presence of eachother, but that isn’t my worry..

Chase wasn’t in the sitting room. So I had to walk myself upstairs.

The familiar scent of these particular building already filled my nostrils. I missed here, I missed how it makes me feels.

I opened his door and stepped in , he wasn’t in here either but I heard the shower running. Slowly, I walk to sit on the bed with the intention to wait for him.Content provided by NôvelDrama.Org.

Two minutes later, Chase walked out of the bathroom and he looked shocked seeing me. I bite my lower lips as I stare at his abs.

He is so perfect isn’t he?

Trust me, I don’t know the best word to use in describing how perfect Chase is. And it’s almost like with each passing day, he does nothing but glow.

“What are you doing here?” He asked me and walk over to his closet to pick up his lotion. I watched kneely as he went to sit on the other edge of the bed. I don’t understand what’s up with Chase. The sudden attitude, it’s true that Chase had been a hard nut to crack since, but this time, it was something different.

“Chase, we need to talk.” Was all I could mutter.

He didn’t say or reply immediately, he uncapped the body lotion and starts applying it on his phone.

I soon started feeling hear despite the AC being hot. I’m sitting right in this room with the most perfect man I yearn for his love, and he’s dripping wet and shirtless, how was I supposed to close my eyes and believe I’m not feeling anything?

The way his hand goes through his body, I was suddenly jealous of that lotion. I wanted his hand on my body, I want to know what it feels like to have him inside me.

“Shit!” This isn’t the time for this. I wonder how and when I had become this dirty minded. Slowly, I looked away from him.

I know that he clearly sees me looking at him and he knew what he was doing to me.

“Chase, we need to talk” I told him again.

“About what?.” Not standing up or making an attempt to put on his wears, I watched him lean on the bed and looking over at me.

I bite my lower lips.

I was going to talk to him about Charlotte, about the fact that she might be in trouble and needs help, but then… I feel like there’s something much more there to talk about.

“Are you avoiding me?.” The question came out quick and sharp from my mouth that I couldn’t see myself asking him that.

His eyes darkened and he looks away and growl. “What makes you think I’m avoiding you?”

He was asking me questions without answering my own. I rolled my eyes and adjust on the bed, so I could face him probably.

“Are you gonna pretend that?” Then I stopped when I saw the scar on his stomach.

Then I remembered, he still have the wound from the gunshot and he have already removed his bandage. I hadn’t noticed, I’m more focused on talking to him.

“How’s that?..” I was pointing at his stomach but he looks at me like he wants me to say a little much. “The wound, how are you feeling?”

He smirks . He always looks more hot when he has that smirk on.

“I’m fine.”

“Chase, did I do anything wrong to you? Is it because I’m not Calista anymore? Perhaps cause I’m now Lucia Profaci! But lookk, I’m still here with you. What happened?”

Chase didn’t reply and he wasn’t looking at me anymore, and so I continued.

“Are you gonna talk to me?” I was already breaking.

And I hate this.! I always act foolish and helplessly while in front of him. This isn’t even the reason why I came here!

I came here with no intention of me, but with the intention to alert him about Grayson.

“Did you come here with your father’s guards?” He frowns, and when I looked up… He was staring outside through the window.

I nods. ” My father won’t let me go alone. Look Chase, I don’t know the issue between you and my father but..”

“I have no issue with your family, Calista.”

It feels refreshing, it feels so nice to hear him call out my name that softly. It made me feel at ease, it made me think that he’s already mine.

God! He’s driving me crazy and he doesn’t know that right?

“But, you’ve always wanted to be free right? Your father just gave you that. The chance to be away from me.”

“What if I didn’t want to? You know Chase! You’ve always known that I wanted you so badly. Why are you pushing me away?”

“Stop fuming like a pathetic whore !” He was yelling.

My breathing stops for a while, no he did not!. Chase did not just raise his voice that high at me or tell me that I’m acting like a pathetic whore.

He’ll never.

“Why did you say that?” My voice was cracking and am visibly hurt.

How could he look me in the eyes and tell me that disgusting words!. I didn’t want to stay any longer.

Damn him!

I picked up my cell phone and my hand bag, without waiting for any little more moment… I dashed out of his room.

He didn’t call me back, but I need him curse. I wasn’t gonna stand in that room and let him say those words to me. Chase is unbelievable, how long is he going to maker go through this pain?

Or maybe… I’m the one who needs to end this pain! Chase should be after me not me. Right now, I’m determined to make him pay for hurting my emotions and feelings.

I don’t know how, but I’ll make him feel the pain of being hurt… Emotionally.

Carl opened the door for me immediately and I got in Without hesitation. I’m so tired and done with him.