Stepbrother Desire (Erotica)

Beth smiled and glanced over at Mike. “Tell us what happened in California.”

Mike immediately scowled. “Beth, what the hell?” he asked.

Emily shook her head slightly and said, “It’s okay, Mike. Everyone has to find out sometime. It’s not like I’m ashamed of it, or like I’m ever going back there.”

“I’m sorry,” Beth said quickly. “I didn’t know it was a bad story, I’ll choose a different one.”

“It’s okay, really. It helps to talk about it, actually.”

Everyone was staring at her curious now, save for Mike, who was staring down into the fire.

Emily was quiet for a second. “Well, I moved out to California for school, for those that didn’t know that. Mike and I had broken up because I was moving, and even though we both knew we didn’t love each other, it wasn’t fun being all alone in that strange place.” She took a swig of her soda.

“I met Shawn in one of my classes. He was a typical California guy, the kind you think of when you think ‘California Guy.’ He had shoulder-length hair and he liked to surf, or at least he claimed he did. He was incredibly nice to me and we hit it off. I let him walk me home after class for a few days and finally he asked me to go dancing.” She glanced over at Mike, but his face was still pointed towards the fire, expressionless.

“We started going out, and I figured that since I was in college, it was about time to lose my virginity, so one night while we were making out in his room, I let him do what he wanted. He was kind and gentle, and for a few weeks it was like normal. The sex was okay, not the mind-blowing experience you see on television or read about in books. He unfortunately wasn’t very big, come to find out. I didn’t really know that, since he was my first, but apparently, he’s considered tiny.”

“Ah, hell bro, you never let her see the Mike Monster?” Matt asked.

Mike smiled and shook his head.

“Anyways,” she said. “We did it a few more times and he began to ask me weird questions.”

“Like what?” Missy asked in rapt attention.

“Did I ever think about women, would I ever consider a threesome, had I ever kissed a girl, or thought about two guys at once? I could tell that’s what he was eventually going to ask, that we have a threesome, and initially, I thought he was just being diplomatic and offering me the choice of another guy or another girl. Eventually, after a few months, I guess, I caved in and agreed to have sex with another woman with him.”

She stopped and took a drink and turned to Beth. “How much detail are you wanting, anyways?”

Beth had a slightly lustful look in her eyes and told Emily, “As much as you’re willing to tell us.”

Mike continued to stare into the fire.

“You okay?” Emily asked, glancing over at him.

He turned and smiled. “I’m good,” he nodded.

“Well, the girl was a pretty red-head. The truth is, yes, I had thought about women. I guessed at the time that lots of girls think about other girls. She had nice boobs and a decent ass and he hit on her after class one day, and then after having drinks, sort of just popped the question after dropping the bomb that he had a girlfriend. She was stunned for a minute, but after thinking about it, she agreed. We stopped at his friend’s house and got some alcohol and went back to his room. She was really nervous, and so was I. We drank a lot and finally, Shawn put on some music and we started to dance. She kissed me first, and I have to admit, it was electric. I knew I wanted her after that and we honestly barely paid attention to him. She seemed to really enjoy going down on me and when I returned the favor, I got so turned on feeling her squirm beneath me.”

She glanced around at everyone staring at her, waiting patiently. She giggled and cleared her throat.

“We did a lot of stuff to each other, and barely let him play any, but he did have sex with both of us. The old adage proved true for him and he wasn’t able to pleasure two women, so we pretty much just relied on each other. After we were done, she gave me her number and she became one of our regular hookups. If I wasn’t dating Shawn, or if I’d even had a brain in my head at the time, I would have started dating Jess. Eventually he began to ask if he could bring other girls. I didn’t see the harm, hell I’d gone this far, maybe another girl would be better than Jess. After several other girls had joined our bed, I let him convince me that he’d like to see another guy fuck ‘his’ property. That took some convincing, but eventually I let him bring home one of his buddies. Again, I have to admit that it was more fun than having sex with Shawn. His friend was way bigger and he actually could use it quite well. I didn’t mind having sex with him, but I was raised as a Christian girl and I was trying to be loyal and faithful, all that shit.”

“I’d stopped going to church by this time, and was skipping classes, just to have sex with our myriad of partners. Once I fucked Dave, and Jess right after, without telling her. I didn’t really care. It was like I’d spent all my life being this perfect little Christian girl for my mom and I was finally free. I let him bring home two or three friends or girls and pretty much did whatever he wanted. I let them fuck me in the ass, swallowed, got spanked, got choked, fucked another woman with a strap-on a few times. I never really minded any of it, and I still don’t regret the acts, just the people I was doing them with. If I could have done all these things with Mike, or with another guy that was as decent as him, I wouldn’t have any regrets at all.”

“One night, near the end of the semester, I went to a party that Shawn said he’d be at. I came in, wearing some slutty negligee and he had me suck him in front of a few other people. Afterward, he began to hit on some other girl and I saw him fucking her a few hours later on a couch. I didn’t really care. I had been drinking a lot and finally blacked out. I came to a few hours later and I had some guys dick in my mouth, I was straddling another and he was in my pussy, and one was behind me in my ass. There was a few others standing by, naked and I just stood up and walked out of the party.”

She was looking down as a tear worked its way free, slowly winding its way down her cheek.

“I walked all the way across campus without security seeing me and climbed into the shower. I turned the hot water on and climbed in, doused myself in soap and then I began to weep like I’d never done before. I swear it was like everything I’d ever done bad in my life came up at one time and overwhelmed me. I sunk to my knees in the shower and I had this image in my mind of this thick black ooze pouring out of me as I cried, and I realized it was all this guilt and all these bad things and bad memories I had.”

“I called Dad the next day and told him I was coming home. When I got here, he told me that mom had basically just left him and moved off with some man she met.” She grew silent then.

Beth had a few tears in her eyes. “I’m so sorry, hun,” she said, leaning over and hugging Emily. “I didn’t mean for you to relive all that.”

Emily waved her hands. “It’s okay. I’ve come to terms with it. I was way more terrified of telling Mike and seeing his reaction. He’s the best man I’ve ever known. Even Matt is a way better man than any I met out there. I’m not judging the whole state, just those I had the misfortune to meet. I don’t regret the actual acts that took place, except for the impromptu gangbang at the end of the semester party. I only regret the people that participated, except for Jess. She emails me still and understands why I left. She had no idea what was going on. I’m just worried that when people find out, they’ll think less of me.”© NôvelDrama.Org - All rights reserved.