Chapter 198 Dont want the child
When I came back from the hospital, Zhan Yan kept holding the test form and looked at the test results on it. I couldn’t believe it was true.
Raymond, on the way back, did not say a word, but Zhan Yan could see that the cool thin in his eyes did not have any joy.
Qing aunt saw two people back, natural impatient asked the result.
“This…”
Aunt Qing looked at the test form and her face was stiff. At that time, she was speechless.
“Could there be a mistake in the inspection?”
“… no, it has been confirmed that she is pregnant.”
Zhan Yan knew that it was not a good thing for the child to arrive at this time.
Because of her current physical condition, it seems that she really dare not think about such a thing.
But it happened that it happened.
Moreover, what the doctor said in the afternoon was like a bomb that could detonate at any time. It really sounded scary.
Originally, I planned to be hospitalized for drug treatment after the wedding, but in that case, the child could not stay.
The child must be lost before drug treatment. Besides, pregnancy will aggravate the spread of cancer cells. Doctors suggest that the faster the abortion, the better.
But Zhan Yan did not agree.
Because, now is not the only way.
There is another way for her to choose.
It is to wait for the child to give birth before receiving treatment.
But at that time, ten months, maybe it was too late.
In short, it is to ask her to make a choice between her child and herself.
Zhan Yan did not hesitate to choose a child, but it seemed that everyone except her wanted her to have an abortion.
Including him.
… …
When she came out of the bathroom, she saw Raymond light a cigarette with blue and white smoke wrapping around her fingers.
Zhan Yan seldom sees Raymond smoking in front of her, but this time it is rare.
Extinguished the smoke, the man looked at the person sitting in front of the dresser. She looked at herself in the mirror, sipped her lips slightly and smiled.
I never thought that there would be such a day when I would have my own children.
Now, it is in her belly. Even if it is only a month old, Zhan Yan feels that she can feel its breathing.
This is really, is a very magical process.
About, once lost, so when you have it again, you are not allowed to lose it again.
She wants the child. It’s settled.
Even if…
Everyone objected.
“Let’s not invite those directors on the wedding day. I said before that the wedding would be grand, but I was just joking.”
She, now, just wants an ordinary wedding, not too many guests, just some good friends and partners.
Reporters, also had better not have.
However, it seems that someone is not listening attentively to her.
The deep pupil was covered with a layer of gloom. He looked at her back. She could also see his look in the mirror. It was neither good nor bad.
For a long time, she heard Raymond’s voice coming with cold and hard penetrating power, as if it were the decision he had made after thinking for a long time-
“Warm up, there will be more children in the future.”
Son, there will be more in the future.
So, not this time, right?
In fact, when Zhan Yan was in the bathroom, he thought about what he would say to her.
It’s nothing more than that.
Woman heavy eyes, then smiled and said:
“Husband, I’m telling you about the wedding.”
Husband, this is the first time she has called him that.
However, with more deliberate ingratiation, how could Raymond not recognize it?
However, this is not something that can be solved by pleasing.
This time, he could not indulge her.
“We will have children in the future.”
Again, she has heard too many such subtext.
Simply, with a wry smile, asked:
“Yes.”
Will there be any more, Raymond, you liar.
“This is our second child and will be the only one.”
Because Zhan Yan did not dare to think about it at all, in case she could not be cured later, if she died…
What can she leave him?
There was nothing, and now that God could give her a chance, she said she would not give up the child.
“The doctor also said that the cancer cells have not started to spread yet, and we still have time…”
“Warm, I dare not gamble.”
In this life, it turns out that Raymond will not dare to do so.
Even now, facing her, he did not dare.
The child can not, but she must not have anything.
“What if I really can’t cure it? What if drug therapy is useless?!”
Then she will be even more desperate. She gave up her children, gave up everything, and finally could not escape a word of life.
She will collapse!
But it was the man who sank his eyes and did not return to her.
Zhan Yan knew that Raymond was determined to ask her to take the child away.
Unless he tied her to the operating table, she could not give up her child!
In the world, no mother will not want her own children.
“It already exists now, and we are not qualified to deprive it of its life.”
“I am now your husband and the one who gave it life.”
“That’s not enough!”
Yes, you gave it life, but now you want to deprive it of life. What is the difference between this and the utioner?
“Raymond, then let’s not get married!”
In this way, he is not qualified to decide the life and death of her child.
Zhan Yan is saying angry words, but angry words also have serious moments.
“Do you want to go back on your word?”
“You are too ruthless!”
She gritted her teeth with anger. Why can’t he believe her once?
This is a brand-new life and a continuation of his and hers.
She is really afraid of what else she can leave when she is gone one day.
Apart from this child, there is really nothing to accompany him.
“Do you think this is for my good? No, I will hate you!”
To say that she is unreasonable or unreasonable this time, Zhan Yan is just one sentence-
“If you don’t want children, then I don’t want you either!”
She doesn’t want him anymore, and there is no need to treat him any more.
She wanted to live, desperately wanted to live, just for him.
Aunt Qing still sent medicine to Zhanyan as usual, and when she heard the voice of a woman crying in the room, she inevitably felt a lot of distress.
Before, I thought Zhan Yan gave birth to the child of that year. Later, I learned that the child was only adopted silently. It was a white joy.
Now… is sad, but helpless.
“Knock, knock, knock.”
I knocked at the door and when I entered, I could still see Zhan Yan’s red eyes.
“Madam…”
Zhan Yan saw aunt qing carrying hot water and medicine, refused to shake his head:
“Aunt Qing, I am pregnant now and cannot take medicine.”
Not being able to take medicine means not being able to cure diseases.
“But…”
“Stop it and take medicine.”
This time, the man got up and moved forward, picked up the cup and medicine and walked towards her.
If she doesn’t eat, he will force her to eat, won’t he?
The doctor said today that even if the child had to stay, he might not be healthy.
Not to mention the mother’s current situation is very bad, that is, she took antibody drugs for two days before, which had an impact on the child.
Even if the fetus is now, there are no other symptoms and everything is normal.
“Raymond, if you think our child, its existence is just a farce…”
Zhan Yan choked up, but I didn’t know how I could persuade the man now.
“I would rather be far away from you.”
Since she knew that she was ill, she did not flee, but chose to believe him, regardless of everything, to marry and to be with him.
However, I didn’t want to know that there would be the current situation. I should have left cruelly at the beginning.
… …
Zhan Yan still didn’t take the medicine, while Qing Yi didn’t want to see the situation become more and more rigid and left with the medicine.
That night, she did not fall asleep and turned her back on him.
He did not sleep either. His eyes were fixed on her back all night.
Because of the pregnancy, the two reached an impasse. She did not want to talk to him or say a word.
Afraid of opening her mouth is to ask her to have an abortion.
After all, the doctor said that if you decide not to have children, you’d better lose them within two months.Content property of NôvelDra/ma.Org.
I didn’t have to come to see her, but Raymond didn’t go to the company today, so the wedding was put aside for the time being.
“Excuse me, let’s go to the room and talk.”
Seeing the man in the living room, Zhan Yan lost the slightest mood. He naturally noticed the superfluous and knew where the contradiction was.
Didn’t dare to say anything, followed Zhan Yan back to the house.
As soon as I sat down, I heard the heavy voice of the woman-
“If you have come to persuade me to give up the child, then you can go back now.”
“…”
Redundant dazed dazed, then shook his head-
“No, although I did have such thoughts in my heart before.”
As one of the people who want Zhan Yan to live, Redundant also believes that Zhan Yan should receive treatment now.
But as a woman, and put yourself in the other’s shoes to change into the role of Yan Zhan.
If you have lost a child, when God lets you have it again, even if it kills you, you will save the child.
Therefore, the redundancy is not qualified, and one must show one’s face and abandon one’s children.
“I understand you.”
“Extra, if only everyone could understand me like you.”
In fact, Raymond is the only one who is talking about everyone.
“Warm, he loves you too much.”
Just because I love too much, I dare not lose it.
Don’t you also want to live regardless of everything because you love this man too much, and want to give him a child and continue your love?
If you were him, would you be willing to let the person you love die for you?
“Excuse me, I am really not a lucky person.”
The only luck in my life is to meet Raymond.
Zhan Yan is afraid. She is really afraid. She will die and leave the world with him completely.
If death is doomed, then she will try her best to keep the child before she dies.
… …
This night, Zhan Yan thought that the two would continue their “Cold War”.
Until the warm back is the temperature of the man’s chest, she slowly opened her eyes, did not speak, quietly waiting for him to speak.
“Tomorrow, we will go to the hospital.”
Go to the hospital…
Therefore, his final decision is still to choose-
Don’t want this child.
“I won’t go.”
She won’t go, never!