Chapter 22 A Hopeless Life
Ava then wiped and found that they were already standing in front of a ward. Ava nodded, the nurse lady then left.
Ava sank her breath slightly before gently turning the handle and stepping inside.
Jack was sleeping, Ava felt as if her father had aged a lot, his cheekbones were already very thin, and his chin was much sharper, he had lost weight.
She suddenly felt that as long as she could reduce his pain a little, she felt that what she had gone through had a touch of value.
Even though he treated her badly, he was the only family she had left.
Her mother left her home at a very young age, and she grew up relying on her father, even though he always scolded her, but her primary and junior high school tuition fees, he had paid for her. And she knows that she herself is his drag, mother abandoned him, he will take it all out on her, and he, in fact, is also innocent, everything, all blame her own bad life, she, no one to blame.
Ava just stood there in the doorway, watching Jack, simply because it was almost never the same to watch her father in such a calm light.
Jack opened his eyelids lazily when he noticed someone entering, but did not make a sound.
Seeing that it was Ava who came in, there was a glow in his eyes. He tried to sit up, and Ava went to Jacks bed, helped him sit up, and put a pillow on his back to make him comfortable.
Jacks arm like a stick of wood grabbed Ava’s arm at once and looked at her with two eyes and asked, “Got the money?” The desire in his eyes was churning like a juicer, and he was about to drain Ava dry.
Ava’s heart is like a mouth that was torn by him all of a sudden, at this moment is about to a burst of bone-chilling cold wind kept pouring into her heart, and then spread to the whole bone marrow inside. But she just smiled sadly, but her body shivered involuntarily, she, was really good hypocrisy, wasn’t it?
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“Is there money or not!” Seeing Ava’s expression, Jack also became anxious, his voice followed by a few decibels, grabbed Ava’s hand followed by increased strength, his voice was full of anxiety, and even scolding flavor. “I’ve just been admitted to such a luxurious hospital! I’ve just enjoyed a few days, don’t you tell me! There’s no money so soon!”
A person who originally did not know how to care about others, never think only of themselves, when he then contracted a terminal illness, he was left with only the idea of wanting to live, and no longer think about anything.
Ava took a breath, held back the tears that were about to come to her eyes, and let out two syllables from her throat with all her strength: “Don’t worry. I just came to see you, not to pick you up, you will stay here for a long time.”Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.
The first time I heard these words, Jacks brow was gradually stretched out, his hand also followed to let go of Ava, leaned back on the pillow behind him, did not even look at Ava again, his mouth murmured: “Fortunately, fortunately, it was not in vain not to sell you at the beginning. I’m not going to be able to enjoy this kind of blessing one day.”
Ava had heard this more than once, but this time, the words were like a sharp knife that split Ava’s head open without mercy and tore her soul apart. Her father, her only father, cared only about whether or not he had enjoyed his blessings, but never cared how she had gotten the money, not even asking.
Her heart, really cold and cold.
But she didn’t say anything. There is no greater sorrow than the death of her heart. Her heart, completely dead.
“You live a good life is good, I will confirm the medical bills paid and then leave, you get well…” even though he was desperate for her, she said the words, but still full of worry.
“Don’t worry, if I stay here all the time, I will definitely live a good life. Such a good ward, I will definitely live for a longer period of time, how will not want to die it…” Jacks eyes, can no longer see Ava, but greedily and comfortably look at the luxury room of all the furnishings.
She couldn’t hold back any longer, the only family she had, but there wasn’t a single glimpse of her in her eyes.
She, as if, a presence that no one needed, such a harsh reality that she covered her mouth and ran out of the ward, Jack did not react at all, as if she had not just been here.
Ava closed the door of the ward and leaned against the wall of the corridor, the cold penetrated into her body little by little, she felt that she had no way to support the weight of her whole body, and slowly slid down the wall.
Memories began to envelop her again like a net from beginning to end: there is a song that says “a child without a mother is like a blade of grass”, so little Ava was no better than a floating weed, and in her memory, she only had a father who would come home and beat her up when she drank.
She still remembers the countless days when her father would get drunk, pick up something in his hand and smash it against her, or a bottle or a chair, and she couldn’t even run, she could only huddle in the corner with her legs, she even felt that maybe she would be relieved if Jack beat her to death.
But her fate continued in tears and scars, growing older, at an age when teenage girls have strong self-esteem, and the scars on her body often trampled what was left of her self-esteem to pieces over and over again in the night.
When she grew up a little more, she could finally stay in the school dormitory, so in order to avoid the brutal Jack, she preferred to stay alone in the school dormitory, even if it was a holiday, even if it was the New Year, she could spend it alone in the dormitory, and every time she looked at her roommate counting the days to go home with her fingers, she could only imagine on the side whether there would be a harbor for her to linger in the future.
This continued until Jack fell ill, and even though she was filled with hatred and fear for him, he was still her father, her only family in the world, so Ava took Jack into her care.
However, Jack, who was already grumpy, was more like a sensitive beast after he fell ill, and his worries about the cost of treatment and the pain of his illness made him vent all his discontent on Ava. She can only take every step carefully, apprehensively look at Jacks eyes to act.
It’s not a waste of time not to sell you. Jacks words were still ringing in her ears, Ava closed her eyes in pain, but Jacks words were like a sharp needle stabbing her eardrums, and she covered her ears in horror, and put one hand in her hair, pressing her head that was about to explode.
The past is like a beast with teeth and claws, as long as Ava a little flashback, can open a bloody mouth to devour her, so that she can not be turned over forever.
Nurture? Taking care? Ava felt as if she had heard the funniest joke in the world.
Ava shook her head hard to get rid of this nightmare. She took a deep breath and slowly stood up from the floor, wiped away the tears that had been flowing freely on her face since she didn’t know when, straightened her hair that had just been scratched and walked towards the hospital entrance.
How many days has it been since I’ve seen Ava? Liam looked at his phone calendar in his hand, distracted, since Ava ran away from him three days ago, she seemed to have disappeared from his world. Liam thought for a moment that Ava would never cross paths with his life again.
This thought terrified him, even made him feel suffocated! It was at that moment that Liam realized that he could no longer lose Ava, that he was more than in love with her, that he could no longer live in a world without her, and that the mere thought of it made him panic.
Liam had to admit that he was completely attracted to this girl. He fell in love with her strength, with her optimism and cheerfulness, and even with the confusion and vulnerability that was often forced down in her eyes. She was so wonderful! Just like an angel, but unfortunately, this angel has carried too much suffering on earth, tasted too many tears and bitterness.
He wants to protect her, he wants to be her safe haven! Liam has decided that the next time he sees Ava, he will tell her personally how he feels about her.
He, wanting to catch her, must be brave some more, that has to overflowing emotions, really can no longer hide, he does not want to be just a companion in her side of a big brother, but a man who wants to become her rely on her haven.
But where was she? Liam had searched everywhere she could go in the past three days, the hospital, her old home, school and even every place she used to work, but there was no Ava, and Liam threw his hands into his hair in frustration.
Ava, where the hell are you? Show up quickly, okay? I still have a lot to say to you!
At the moment, he is guarding the entrance of a wealthy hospital.
He came here because the ambulance that came to pick up Jack that day had a sign for Pfeiffer Hospital.
However, he was not sure if Jack was really here, and he had to wait at the door.
He expects that God, this time, will not let him fall short, he, indeed, will find her!
When he was scratching his head and fidgeting, he suddenly saw a luxury car parked in front of the hospital, it was not the car Ava had taken, so he didn’t look any closer.
However, when he looked back again, he suddenly realized that the figure that was already walking towards the interior of the hospital was someone other than Ava! At this time, she was facing him sideways, but wearing this gorgeous coat, so he suddenly looked away.
She had changed, her dress had changed, she had become so well-dressed that he subconsciously took a step backwards.
She, or the Ava he knew, he hesitated, he was clearly waiting for her footsteps, but at this moment could not move a cent.
His eyes, locked dead on Ava, but his heart is full of questions.
It wasn’t until he looked at Ava, before entering the electronic doors of the hospital, that the fear and doubt of what she was facing grew in his eyes, gazing at her still thin form and taking in the despair in her eyes.
At that moment, he suddenly came back to his senses, even though her clothes have changed, the light of ones eyes is not deceiving, she, not willingly, otherwise, she has lived such a good life, with luxury cars and fancy clothes, why would there be that lonely look.
She, for Jacks sake, must have chosen a path that was cruel and painful to her.
This moment, Liam’s fists clenched together, he, really good useless, never once, so she can rely on.