My Heart only Beats for You (Natalie Godfrey)



Kylin did not speak.

Yesseca lowered her head and clenched her fists tightly.

She knew that he must be blaming her, or hating her already.

No man would be able to accept something like this. Although they had not registered their marriage or completed the wedding, they were already practically married.

No man could tolerate his fiance giving her virginity to another man.

Yesseca sniffed.

She said, "Kylin, go ahead and scold me. I was wrong. I deserve it."

Even if she had had done it with Tremaine while semi-conscious, she was wrong to do so, and she was sorry for Kylin.

She hoped that he would scold her so that he could vent the hatred in his heart.

Hearing this, Selina was about to defend her when he suddenly stood up.

He walked towards Yesseca.

Then he bent down.

Their gazes were at the same level.

She was forced to look up to meet his gaze.

All kinds of complicated emotions surged in his eyes.

It was something she had never seen before.

The next second, Kylin suddenly hugged Yesseca tightly. His somewhat hoarse and choked voice sounded in her ears. "It's my fault for not protecting you. You're not wrong. It's me. I didn't protect you well."

She was shocked.

Her eyes were filled with disbelief.

He wasn't blaming her, not scolding her. Instead, he was blaming himself.

She panicked. "Kylin, you were not at fault. It was me. I wasn't a good person. I got married to you, but I had intimate relations with another man. I'm a sl*t..."

Kylin suddenly stretched out his hand and covered Yesseca's mouth with his hand.

The pain in his eyes deepened. "Stop it. Don't say that about yourself. You're a good person, and I know it."

Since he had covered her mouth, she couldn't speak. She responded by shaking her head.

All sorts of thoughts began to form in his head.

He loosened his grip and stared into her eyes. "I am going to say a few words. You must listen to me, alright?"

She swallowed the words that she was about to say.

His handsome face was pale and expressionless, but his eyes were sparkling as if there were a million stars in them. "When you decided to get married to me and to hold the wedding, you wanted to spend your whole life with me, am I right?"

She nodded her head.

"That was just an accident, right?" When he said this, he felt like his heart had been stabbed by a dagger, and blood was gushing out.

It was the same with her.

But she still managed to nod.

Kyi in s eyes darkened, and they became bottomless like the ocean. "Nothing is absolute in life. If you are still willing to be with me, and if you still love me, this would all be just an accident. I would understand." He paused for a moment, and his voice was tinged with iciness. "I know his identity, but as long as you are still willing to be with me, he couldn't take you away from me no matter what. But if..."

This time, he paused for a very long time, dragging his words. When Yesseca thought that he would not continue, he spoke, "If you love him, I will set you free."

When he said this, he thought about her hesitation on the day of their wedding. He had to endure the pain to finish his sentence.

Yesseca felt air flowing into her heart, filling it up, and it was crushing her heart continuously.

She looked at Kyi in, and her heart was about to jump out from her chest. "Do you still want me? Do you not mind?"

She thought he would push her away and leave her after what had happened, even if she did not initiate a breakup.

His expression froze. "Don't say such a thing. I said you were not at fault. You're you, and you are a good person." Her mind was a mess.

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He still wanted her.

And he was waiting for her answer.

But how should she answer?

Her lips hovered, but she couldn't say a single word.

He spoke before she could, "Don't be in a rush to give me an answer. You can tell me about your choice tomorrow."

That night, Selina did not sleep in the same bed as Matthew.

She slept with Yesseca.

She knew that Yesseca was in a battle with herself, so she wanted to be with her to give her advice.

She suggested she be with Kylin.

Hearing this, Yesseca clenched her fists tightly.

Her fingers almost sank into her flesh.

"Selina," she said bitterly, "Kylin said he still wants me even when I lost my virginity. How could he..."

Society was growing more open about this topic and no longer weighted a person's worth on their virginity.

However, Yesseca was very old school.

She valued it highly.

Hearing this, Selina felt horrible.

At the same time, hatred welled up in her.

It was towards Tremaine.

She hated him a lot.

To her, all of this was his fault.

It was all because he took Yesseca's virginity.

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"Virginity doesn't mean everything." After a long time, she suppressed the hatred in her heart and spoke.

Yesseca didn't say anything.

Her eyelashes were fluttering above her eyelids.

"I want to get a cup of water downstairs," she said.

"Go ahead."

Yesseca got out of bed and walked out of the bedroom.

She didn't want to drink water.

She just wanted to take a walk.

Therefore, she wanted to take a walk to loosen up her nerves.

She had no idea what to do.

She had been determined to break up with Kylin after losing her virginity.

But he had accepted her regardless.

And he still loved her.

If he still wanted to be with her, how could she say otherwise?

And it did not matter if she was doing it to lessen her guilt. She had to be with Kylin.

But what was stopping her was the fact that she had lost her virginity.

If they were together, she would feel even more sorry towards Kylin.

Yesseca bit her lips tightly.

Her lips were about to tear and bleed.

What should she do now? What should she do?