42 Chapter
Vlad
Vova is confident in Lina, and he thinks she’s a good and faithful girl. But if I hadn’t chased her away, that good girl would have been fucked by me without any foreplay. But I chased her away, and I regret it. Yeah, because for days I couldn’t help but think about what had happened, regretted it.
Vova and I went to the club, saw that everything was prepared. But most importantly, this corporate party he arranges only to loudly declare his feelings for Lina. It’s just a show and nothing more.
I had been considering going to Barcelona for a long time. As soon as I began to realize that I did not want to be in that country. As soon as I began to realize that I wanted to evolve. As soon as I started taking Spanish courses in secret from my best friend.
“So what led you to that decision?”
Admit that the last straw was our sweet talk with Lina, or let her think that we did not communicate anymore?
“My business trip to Egypt. I liked the change of scenery. And you know, I had dreamed of traveling before. I didn’t have the finances or the opportunity”.
“Vlad, I’ve known you for a long time. Long enough. I understand that decisions like this don’t happen spontaneously. Maybe you should stop dragging your tail. Is this about Lіna?”
– What? No. Bov, she’s your woman, I get it.
“That’s not an answer. You fell in love with her. Why don’t you just ask me to back off? Why are you running away?”
– I don’t really understand you. No, I don’t understand you at all.”
“I mean, we’re friends, we’d solve this problem that’s hanging in the air between us.”
“Wow. You know such words. I’m surprised!”
“Okay, I hear you. If you want a transfer, I’ll sign all the papers.”
“That’s good.”
“Let’s have a drink. You know, you’re my best friend. Yeah, we had a bad conversation the other day, and I was rude. But I was just so afraid of losing Lena that…”
“I get it. I would never go against our friendship.”
“She’s been acting weird lately, too. She’s avoiding intimacy, and it pisses me off. I haven’t had any fun in days.”
“We all have problems.”
“Yeah, we do. Okay, we’ll get through it, I think. All she’s thinking about right now is Kostya. You know, she went to visit him a couple of days ago and came home in tears and wouldn’t even talk to me at night. She’s such a nervous girl. ”
I know it’s not because of Kostya. It was because of me that she was upset. But if I had fucked her up and left it would have been much worse for her and me. That’s a fact.
“Yeah, she’s very sensitive.”
“Vulnerable girls are more sensitive in bed. ”
“What makes you say that?”
“From my experience. She really knows how to please a man. In every way.”
“Vov, don’t. That’s unnecessary.”
We were already sitting on the second floor, spread out on the leather sofa. The waiter had already brought whisky and a snack. Wasn’t it too early for Vova to start celebrating? At this rate, before the party he will be drunk and the marriage proposal will turn into a real nightmare.
“Would you like to fuck Lina?”I just fell for his question.
“Vov..”
“Come on. Just hypothetically. I understand that not only you, but the majority of men want her.”
“Vov, she’s an attractive girl.”
“Yeah, she is. But she’s my girlfriend.”
“I’ve already heard that,” I take a sip from the glass and lean back on the couch.
“She’s mine. And only I get to decide who she sleeps with. Okay, let’s drink.”
Why is he saying all this now? I already know I’m nobody and I don’t have a name. But what he doesn’t know is that I’m the one who prevented our physical intimacy with Leena from escalating to….. But instead I say completely different words to reassure him, to confirm that she is his before such an important decision in his life.
“Of course just you.”
“Will you be a witness at our wedding? You have to fly in one way or another to your best friend’s wedding. Oh, by the way, there’s a surprise for you tonight.”
Right. He said something about that. But what’s my friend up to?
“You’re already scaring me with that kind of statement.”
“Don’t worry, it’ll be nice.”
I’m not afraid, Vova. I’m looking forward to your surprise!
Lina
Is Vova going to propose to me? I didn’t pay much attention to what Vlad said, and I thought that he was making it up on purpose, so that I would panic. I don’t want to become his wife.
I have no feelings for him, no attraction, nothing. In the beginning there was, right up until he invited his friend to visit. Until we started working together with Vlad, and my life….
No, I don’t even want to think about it. I thought until this morning that everything Vlad said was a lie, but when Vova went to the bathroom to take a shower, I decided to go through his closet. And I found that red velvet box that most girls dream about. I didn’t even open it.
It’s true! At the party, he’s going to tell everyone and make me an offer.
He helped me with Bones, I am very grateful to him for that, but … In some ways Vlad was still right. I’m just a toy to Vova. I keep hearing words from him that would scare any other girl. But… I’m strong… But. Today I must admit that it is better for us to separate. In this marriage, in fact, neither he nor I will be happy. We won’t. He was taking a shower and I fled the scene so he wouldn’t even realize that I had found out about everything and headed to the kitchen to make him breakfast.
Vlad… He wasn’t nice to me. He chased me away by insulting me. And I should hate him for it, but I can’t. I still like him, and I want to break up with Vladimir and be with Vlad.
“I’m in a great mood, I’m in a super mood,” Vova comes up behind me. His body is still wet from the shower, and drops of water are dripping from his hair. And it would have turned me on before, but not now. Right now I don’t want his touch at all. It’s like I’ve been switched, reborn. Does that happen?
“That’s great.”
-“You don’t look cheerful. Lina, what’s wrong with you?” He pulls the towel off my thighs, leaving me completely naked, and begins to wipe my hair with it.
“I’m fine, really.”
“Don’t look away, Lina,” he tosses the towel aside, wrapping it around my chin and looking into my eyes.
“Look at me. Look at my cock. You like it, don’t you? Right, my love?”
“Vov, don’t….”
“I do. Touch me. I’m clean. So is he,” he smirks and teases me like a girl! He’s taunting me!
That’s his attitude! Will I agree to be his wife? The answer is already clear.
“You and I have been having really lousy sex lately.”
“It’s good that you understand that, too. Vov, I wanted to…”
But he didn’t let me finish, he covered my mouth with a heavy palm.
“We have to fix this, my love,” he kissed me on the cheek, and then pulled away.
That’s it? No trespassing on my body tonight?This content © Nôv/elDr(a)m/a.Org.
“You don’t love me, Vladimir. What I owe you is true. You helped Kostik.”
I dare you to say it out loud.
“Lina, darling. Let’s not make any big statements. They’re not necessary now. Mind your own business, but I’ll wait for you at the club tonight.”
“I’m not coming.”
“Yes, you will. Don’t disappoint me,” he declares and walks straight upstairs in his fucking clothes.
I want to be indignant, but I hold myself back. I’ll just do what I think is right!